too much attention
fucked my perception
gave you redemption
aimed with intention
my brain is still haunted
it’s like it’s recorded
my blood that you wanted
my nightmares distorted
I see you and a gun
over my funeral bed
laughing like you won
sick sweet revenge
I can’t even run
I’ll fall off the ledge
what fucking fun
replaying that event
eyes shut and see the barrel
scared youll come find me
god you really went feral
like you do when i sleep
my brain is still haunted
it’s like it’s recorded
my blood that you wanted
my nightmares distorted
youre lucky i didnt report
im known to be a runner
couldnt face you in court
just please put him under
sentenced for life
inside my mental
he sacrificed
not sentimental
i vandalized
it’s detrimental
both paid a price
i fell to the ground pleading
you wouldnt stop screaming
i say i wont be leaving
but its still off with my head
im over it
8/30/24
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