scorching red anger running through every vein
mouthless screaming that i strain
every muscle in agonizing pain
every drop of blood id like to drain
i want to bang my head against the frame
blame my brain: same game, aim to aim
release at anyone and everyone in the way
i want to watch the world go up in flames
ice picks gauging out my eyelids
teeth marks on the inside of my lips
razor blades slicing on the side of my hips
blood pools left from each of my fingertips
im rotting restlessly in my misery
endlessly wanting to stab at my arteries
my body’s a burden like disease
harboring worries only death can release
distorted voices screech of violence
id rip off my ears to just hear silence
pulling apart my jaw with persistence
my tongue tastes copper in consequences
my body is both the weapon and victim
chewing gums conformed to cannibalism
both hands slaughter my essence
boiling me alive with ill intentions
chomping and choking on my self loathing
dander deepening into decomposing
bloodlust caused the lack of controlling
pulling away will end my suffering
stop the bleeding the anger the hurting
now in silence, and bloodclots out of sight
left where the rage resides but no longer bites
though scares still haunt they won’t define
the flicker of light beams in my mind
though broken, i still survived
leaving the basement forever behind.
im over it
05/10/2024
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