i wasted too much time
on a fucking eight eyed spider
and he aimed a 9mm
and he called me a gaslighter
bullets in the chamber
aimed right at my head
it was a no brainer
cuz i was almost dead
danger didnt panic
i grew up with a narcissist
iv done this all before
so i became an arsonist
and set fire to the floor
i couldnt not resist
i was raised in a war
my mom and dad split
i felt all the blame
although i must admit
it was all in my brain
in a constant conflict
always feel insane
not sure if its a gift
might be inhumane
either way its dismissed
because i love the pain
eight legs layed webs
didnt pull the trigger
but managed something bigger
i have to fucking live with it
almost made a killer
but he hesitated
to move his finger
and i manipulated
cuz im a wuick thinker
even though
i wasted too much time
on a fucking eight eyed spider
and he aimed a 9mm
and he called me a gaslighter
bullets in the chamber
aimed right at my head
it was a no brainer
cuz i was almost dead
im over it
8/17/2024
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