don’t think about it
just keep pushing it off
thats how my mother deals
with all the pain and loss
she would rather conceal
and drown in all her thoughts
she thinks its no big deal
but that comes at a cost
takes it down with a pill
and thats how we were taught
shes too afraid to feel
but i am not
tell me whats the appeal
to just be a robot
cant face whats real
and takes another shot
its really not ideal
learn to confront
or else youll never heal
and just self destruct
dont think about it
just keep pushing it off
thats how my mother deals
with all the pain and loss
she would rather conceal
and drown in all her thoughts
she thinks its no big deal
but that comes at a cost
every thing held in
will soon respond
release the safety pin
and she act likes a bomb
its from the combination
of pills and sauvignon
its a sad addiction
thats why my fathers gone
everyone is always greivin’
and it’ll be lifelong
theres really no solution
we just gotta stay strong
dont think about it
just keep pushing it off
thats how my mother deals
with all the pain and loss
takes it down with a pill
and thats how we were taught
shes too afraid to feel
but i am not
im over it
8/7/2024
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