FUCKKKKK is all i wanna say im in my junior yesr and my life is a total wreck
i cant even pick my clothes up off the floor let alone get out of bed
im rockin a 1.0 thats rigjt you heard me correct
its honestly not even an exaggeration
ITS NOT A FABRICATION
im a total joke can we not have a disputation
i dont have anough patience to sit here and learn about some boring ass subject like math
whats that
the word is a belligerence a wrath of a demon
can we not
i want to learn about how we got on this earth how we came to be who we are now
how we allow ourselfs to plow through this unhealthy life
we all ask eachother the same questions every single day!
"sleep well? how was ur day? whatd u do? how was ur weekend? oh my gosh whered you go?"
BUT DO WE ACTUALLY CARE!?
NO, NO WE DONT
we cant wait to go home turn on the lil television box and binge watch netflix and not get our priorities straightened out unless thats just me i honestly wish i was a tree to feel so free
i guarantee id be more me than i am now im so stuck from the second i wake up
i feel like guck it sucks i have the worst luck
whoever did this to me is a shmuck
i guess its me im the real jerk not doing any work not trying
feel like dying nobody cares anymore
no more replying
my moms too relying
always supplying
the only thing that gets me going is writing makes me love surviving
no more hiding from these uninviting math demons that are unexciting and rewriting my future that was planned out so greatly and as i painfully say i resign my slightly deathtigying job as a human.
i cant contradict how hard it is being me i wish i was 5 again not giving a shit
barely caring what i ate nowadays there's such thing called callories all i wanna do it stuff my face but no now i have to find a workplace so i can make money what happened to monopoly now im just a wannabe
i have so much responsibility but im always on my technology cant ever get my shit together i wish we were able to have bad weather the real kind like snow days
maybe then i can figure it all out
but honestly i doubt it im standing here reading a poem when i should be doing my math homework then again im not tryna endear ill stand here and really speak my mind instead of being declined from my own math papers theres so many layers to me once again all i wish to be is an evergreen tree so i nicely resign from this deathtifying job as a human.
im over it
11/12/2017
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