is my chest caving in?
or is it mentally within?
is everything really mental…
accidental detrimental damage
how can i manage,
i think i need a lung lavage
every time my chest expands
i can hear that things command
i must withstand,
find something to do with my now empty hands
jolly ranchers, lollipops, pretty rocks
but fuck this sucks,
every single craving,
thought of decaying
i cant keep caving in
my lungs now too thin
or is it mentally within?
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its mentally within right?
put it out of sight
its worse at night
i have to fight
i have to break the routine
I WANT TO SCREAM
any annoyance, im mean
every little noise is fucking obscene
am i being extreme?
WANT TO WATCH ME CAUSE A SCENE
sorry sorry im battling addiction
tough position but its my mission
cough in critical condition
i myself am a frustration
irritation abomination
entering day four INFORMATION
starvation, hesitation evaporation
immobilization im in agitation
dedication for my respiration
IN NEED REHABILITATION
so i am fighting myself
its me thinking im overwhelmed
i am also helping my mental health
fucking relate anyone else?
im over it
3/28/24
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