she filled my life with lies
and now i feel it all inside
asks me why im sad, i say “dad”
the issues a little girl has
as i try to make it pass
i hurt
so then i flirt, flirt it off
always catches me and scoffs
makes me feel so wrong
tears down my walls that were once so strong
i know she doesn't see what she has done
but she's the one that made him pull the loaded gun
filled two live with lies
felt it all inside
he “wasn’t thinking” is what they all say
but i sit and wonder
diminishing mother
the hope was lost but thats all i had
i was so glad
he promised but was dishonest
selfish as i sit here demolished, he left me
with her the one he died for
she filled my life with lies
cries, historical emotional wreck
twelve year old mess
stress together
things are gonna get better
“patience is a virtue” or whatever
7/8/18
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