nonsense 132bpm

nobody’s honest, i’m left demolished,

don’t wanna acknowledge, all of the carnage, and the damage, im an arsonist.

made me a target, yeah, i’m demonic,

spit it so sick, i’ll vomit on the carpet.

disregarded, i’m past my limit,

dna toxic, i’m a conflict in it.

gin and tonic, logic’s gone rotten,

gone psychotic, now i’m most wanted.

die unaccomplished, too impatient,

potential wasted, my fate’s been stated.

started broken-hearted, life corrupted,

parental control left my soul disrupted.

sickness surrounded, i bonded, now haunted,

too late, i’m created, infected, bombarded.

bars keep em’ moving, motivation narcotic,

drowning in liquid, dying so hypnotic.

like a terrorist, can’t be trusted,

therapist says i’m too honest.

i laugh disgusted, thought iv been busted.

still unnoticed, never focused,

addicted, conflicted, i’m feeling hopeless.

script for breakfast, i can’t resist,

made me sink, but i’ll still kiss

a little bit of happiness, just to taste a lick—

“ba-da-ba-ba-ba, i’m lovin’ it.”

im over it

12/05/24