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rambling on 3 in one

1. I do not need you

i will not be talked down to

stop trying to be controlling and not own it

im over it

let me do my own shit

or fucking split

i do not quit

and i sure as hell will not be belittled

have you not listened? my mom put me in the same position, now its like intuition my ambition, disposition is not a you decision

i dont need you, and i think that scares you

because you like to tell me what to do

act like you know whats best because

“youve had more life experience”

are you serious or just fucking delirious

i dont need this

i love my job, your hating on it needs to stop

i know its far away, and i dont work in the day but you dont have a say i listened to what you had to say i know whats best for me, sorry we dont agree but im happy isnt that what you want for me?

i am not a princess,

a damsel in distress

wait lets readdress

the issue that you press

you are some God in my life i guess

no in my life i am the only goddess

i am the only one i need to impress

im not saying you are insignificant

i think everyone is magnificent

in there own existence


(thoughts)

tell me what i can and cant do

who to talk and not talk to

where to walk and not walk through

thought you knew my mom did this too

"i am the only one thats going to be honest to you"

sure ill move in with you

sike i dont need you

I will not be locked in a castle far away

i will not watch myself decay

im not sorry if i disobey


2. i do not need you

stop telling me what to do

you know whats best for who?

i thought you knew

i do not need you

you dont want me to talk about my guy friends

but you have sam, rebecca and who in your DMs?

i dont care so why do you?

you dont want me to work there boo hoo

stop trying to control my every aspect and except me to respect this, check please

suspect some animosity

abso-fucking-lutely

honestly astronomically speaking your masculinity is monstrosity leading to an uncertainty inexplicably criminally viscously vowed to myself to not let another plunder

on over me i am not under

you in any way i will not stutter

stop acting like you are a god entering my existence

i can just as easily distance with no assistance necessary i am not a victim in this

you are not needed and im starting to feel less than wanting as i speak more spotting every shocking moment stopping myself from being the best i can possibly be

“i am only looking out for you,”

oh oh i had no clue

my mom put me through this too


3. I do not need you

I do not need another person to tell me what’s best for me

“im just looking out for you”

well iv been watching myself since my brother was three

and were only three years three months and three weeks apart

so i dont need you to start


I do not need another person to write a shitty poem about


im over it

2/9/24

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