im feeling a little numb.
my mouth is tasteless
teeth bite my tongue
the mirror looks faceless
my mind can’t help but run
im feeling faithless
staring at the ceiling,
hoping it might crack
the silence isn’t healing—
it keeps dragging me back
im drowning in the static,
swerving ghosts i can’t outrun,
my limbs are growing frantic,
but my mind is set to none
the air is cold but hollow,
a weight bringing headaches.
i scream but never swallow,
hands shake violently,
like something’s breaking through,
but all i see is irony—
there’s nothing left to lose.
my body is a void,
i want to avoid
the edges that cut,
the spaces destroyed.
the air feels too thick,
mind’s playing tricks,
i run but im cornered
by my own existence
i can’t break away,
im lost in decay.
every breath i take
i fade further away
trapped in the noise,
no silence, no poise.
the static inside me
is stealing my voice
i spiral in circles,
alone and faithless.
death calls my name,
its hard to fight it
i swallow the blame
but can’t rewrite it.
If i disappear,
would it mean im free?
or just erase
whats left of me?
my memory is a toy
every thought’s a distortion,
a glitch in my brain
im sinking in shadows,
forgetting my name.
my veins run with silence,
my heart skips the beat.
i live in the violence
that no one can see.
every breath is a burden,
a weight i can’t hold,
i shiver through coldness,
but i never feel cold.
the walls start to cave,
why am i still here.
trapped in this grave,
everything is unclear
i want to bleed
why am i alive?
i could scream,
but still i survive
my body is a void,
my mind is a maze,
i cant find the exit,
just wander for days.
the silence is screaming,
it deafens my soul,
im tethered to nothing,
a half-empty whole.
im feeling a little numb.
my mouth is tasteless
teeth bite my tongue
the mirror looks faceless
my mind can’t help but run
im feeling faithless
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