what is real
whats the appeal
backhanded deal
backhanded feel-ing like this
which sign did i miss
fell right into the abyss
why did i dismiss
how could i convince
its okay to be like this
but every other incidence
you dont believe to be a coincidence
youre right im not innocent
nor did i mean for this
stuck in a conflict
feeling unaccomplished
my own worst enemy
indifferent on my identity
is messing with me mentally
unconfidently, threatening heavily
uncomfortably
inside unconventionally divided unhealthily
my mind is trying to align but can’t find
am i blind?
or behind?
or did i miss a step?
i must remind… myself
its okay to ask for help
i guess…
im over it
04/16/24
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